You are born and then you die, but in between you can do anything you want.Its society that creates rules for us,but you can break out of that.

I was supposed to do great things, I know the road was long
Cold War Kids // Miracle Mile
 
i forgot i had been tagged by @queenandruler!
so here again #tags
 
Q's
♥O1) something uve always wanted to try but never had the balls
travel the world, without a destination, going wherever the road takes me&kiss a girl, i am too scared and broke to do the first, and i am totally scared about other people judging me for being bisexual.
 
♥O2) 3 items near u. right now
ancient greek dictionary&exercize book¯o lense
 
♥O3) last person who texted/called u
last text is from 3 sec ago from my bestfriend, last call is home, it were me calling my phone because i couldn't find it :DD
 
♥O4) have u ever cried because of someone belonging to the opp. s'ex, if so, why?
nope, never. if it count, my father?
 
♥O5) are u a virgin? (; trolol
yep
 
♥O6) 5 turn ons
abs,neck kisses,playing with hair.. idkk
 
♥O7) favourite nail varnish colour/nail design
pff, i hate my nails they are awful, but nude/bordeaux are my favourite
 
♥O8) favourite shoes/wardrobe item [max 3]
shorts, docs, sweaters
 
♥O9) if you had to run out of ur house because it was on fire [hypothetically guys just because im a pyromaniac doesn't mean imna come burn ur house down to check ifure being truthful here] what would you take? max 4 items [let's say for arguments sake that ur phone was already in ur pocket/bra]
my camera
my backpack with my school's books (GOSH, YOU HAVE IDEA HOW MUCH DO THEY COST?) computer's hardisk
that's it. (and as much clothes as possibleee)
♥10) favourite blog/polyvore/tumblr
idk, i haven't a favourite blog or polyvore, i follow too many!
according to tumblr, it says i am giving 15% love to http://alone-scarred.tumblr.com/, so i guess she is my fav one.
 

My Q's
1. Have you red 1984?
2. Favourite type of tea?
3. Have you watched pitch perfect? if yes, can you do the cup song thing?
4. Favourite word(s)?
5. Are you afraid of spiders?
6.When will you finish school?
7. Have you ever eaten sweet popcorns?
8. Do you have an upcoming test? will you study for it?
9. Name a song that comes into your mind if I say 'storm'
10. Analog or digital photography?
11. Which country will rule the world?
 

tags:
@quietcountrymouse @the-unicorn-queen @leah-weasley @paint-you-wings @gone-with-the-sin @young-and-free @undiscovere-d @lex-is-a-shooting-star @part-time-lovah @de-si-ree
 

 
23.O5.2013
gosh, -13!
less than two weeks OMG.
this set is so #blue and #peaceful with a #varsityjacket and a pair of #shorts and a #muscletee
 
oday was so bad. And it is only lunch time.
 
I went to bed early, because I desperatly need sleep. I woke up at 1am, 2am, 4am and 6am. I had numerous nightmares.
 
My head was hurting so bad.
 
And when I finally got up, I saw myself in the mirror, with my fatty belly and my ugly face.
 
My head was hurting so bad.
 

To relief from the pain I cutted my arm, again. The old scars were faiding, and now there are new red ones.
 
.I went to school, and it wasn’t all bad, even though I looked horrible.
 
My head was hurting so bad again.
 
I red one of my friends’ diary, and found out about a conversation between he and his bf. He (used to) cut himself, and hate his body.
I looked at my arm.
 
My head was hurting so bad. And my cuts too.
 
The last hour was spare time, so we spent an hour outside.
Everyone was sunbathing. I couldn’t. Because that implies taking off my sweater.
 
My head was hurting so bad.
 
I came home, my dad is away, and my mom call me names and ‘idiot’.
 
My head is hurting so bad.
 
The rest of the day wasn't better. :(
 
There is just a way to take this pain away?
 
#iwanttogotoiceland and i might really go! Oh, please summer came soon!
 

Doris
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And the violence caused such silence, Who are we mistaken?
Zombie // Cranberries
 
#tags
~ tagged by @halcyons
(OMG my first album was the Hannah Montana's too!)
 
Rule 1: always post the rules.
Rule 2: answer the questions the person who tagged you has written and write 11 new ones.
Rule 3: tag 11 new people.
 
My questions:
1. One Direction or The Wanted?
The Wanted! My favorite song of their is "All Time Low" and I could listen to it all day
2. If you could have dinner with anyone dead or alive, who would it be?
Herman Hess, John Green, Demi Lovato, Ernest Hemingway, and tons of others. But I have to choose only one, I'd choose Harry Potter. But I don't know if he count as a dead or alive or what.
3. Favorite quote?
i don't have only one, lately one of them is "You are born and then you die, but in between you can do anything you want.Its society that creates rules for us,but you can break out of that." which I have as a title of polyvore
4. Article of clothing you've been into for this month?
shoes. I just bought my first pair of #vans, in dark gray, but I am obsessed too with sandals, heels, and S H O E S in general
5. Favorite color?
Light blue
6. Vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream?
Chocolate? HAZELNUT GELATO IS MY LOVE
7. Opinion on Lana Del Rey?
I love her, she is perfect, I find her so beautiful, she is perfect, I love her songs, she is perfect. Oh, and she is perfect.
I am looking for a song. It is hers and talks about girls who have fun, and do reckless things.. but idk the name! please help me!
8. Hobby?
Analog photography, polyvore, tumblr, I am a total internet addicted, reading, picking outfits, make up..
9. Favorite stores to shop at?
Zara. Because not only the clothes are great but the people who usually shop at zara are beautiful and well-dressed. idk, it's my favourite place.
And I love monki, but I haven't bought anything from there.
10. Favorite books?
1984 and Looking For Alaska and The Old And The Sea
11. Favorite song so far?
too hard to decide.
 

My questionss:
1. What book do you reccomend me to read?
2. What do you do to fall asleep?
3. Do you like Italy? Name three things you would like to do/see here
4.Do you have one person to call if you need help?Who would it be?
5.Favourite movie?
6.Are you going to any concert this summer?
7. Have you ever eaten sweet popcorns?
8.What will you do this sunday?
9. Name a song that comes into your mind if I say 'storm'
10. What is it that can makes you feel better?
11. Which country will rule the world?
 

I tag: @mariliakal @nyree-in-wonderland @no-body @misschelseagarner @bananafrog @anyotaku @loony @suicide-scars @earthandsunshine @laura-can-fly @hannahmaine
 

22.05.2013
-14 days!
today i had nothing to do ( NO HOMEWORKS) so I cutted my pants into a pair of #shorts like the one in the set
my best friend gave me a top like the one in the set from #brandy
and yesterday i bought a pair of grey vanss♥♥
 
all this summery clothing, and what? It is raining cats and dogs, or whatever you say. D:
 
Doris
 
http://pinterest.com/dorystea/
dorisofmay@gmail.com
http://faith-for-some-happiness.tumblr.com/
Instead of getting on the Internet and checking a new hit me
Can't Hold Us // Macklemore and Ryan Lewis
 
Yesterday I did all my homework at school, then ate with my bf, and then I threw my b-day partyy! And then I stayed with one of my friends and then we went to a party on a boat. I was really fun and the music were so nice! I mean, there were disco/dubstep - like muisc but since I wanted to dance, it was really great.
Instead today I had lunch with my grandma ♥
 
There is one "old friend" that I skyped today that wants to come to my school, and idk, if she likes so, she should go for it.
 
I want a tatoo, maybe a semi-colon or maybe an arrow. idk.
arghh, 17 left of school and then S U M M E R!
 
i want holidays so bad
 
..
I still can't get how tags works, but
#green #dresses #atzetic #combatboots
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And in order to have the best dance party even, all you have to do is dance.
And we danced // Macklemore & Ryan Lewis
 
www.choies.com
@choies
i love these #choies #velvet #shorts ♥
 
16.05.2013
 
Today I have had INVALSI which basically are a standardized test that evaluates your capability of reasoning. I think I did pretty well, but idk yet and anyway they aren't part of my grades. They are somehow similar to the PSAT, but without scholarship on anything like that.
 
And then there were a personal questionnaire and one of the questions was 'how much do you think Italian will be usueful for your job?' I answered 'none' because I want to work abroad, being a doctor, a diplomat or whatever I want. But in every scenario I won't talk Italian at all. Maybe a bit, but mostly English. I love the English pronounce, I want to be surrounded of people talking in English, I want to think in English, talk in English, write in English.
 
Oh lucky you who live in an anglosaxon country!
 
Today I have to decide wherever to go to Iceland / Russia or not.
I still don't know.
I want to go to Reykjavik, but it costs 765€ and that is really A LOT,for me at least.
 
#iwanttogotoiceland so bad :'(
This hashtag-thing is a bit weird, and probably I won't use tags at all. But it seems cool.
Now you are just somebody I used to know
Somebody I Used To Know // Gotye
 
Yesterday I was doing a set, and imagine what? It has started a rainstorm AND I HAVE HAD A BLACK OUT! So I lost all my work :(
It is still raining, ugh.
Idk, i get the feeling school is doing okay, but still i have really tons of work to do D:
Anyway, this set is about summer,MY summer.
 
http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/collection?id=2549259&.locale=it
 
I made a collection about my summerbucketlist and i want to do it ALL.
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Be the ocean where unravel,Be my only, be the water where I’m wading
Lykke Li - I Follow Rivers
 
Finally, after almost a month, i have my computer back. Becasue few days ago were my birthday!
 
So many things to tell.
 
01. Birthday
I recived an analog camera♥♥♥ and some microscope-related things
 
02. School
idk, i think right now school is doing well. i truly want not to fail anything. but for that i have to study greek and latin A LOT. But i feel like I can do this. And, only 22 days left before school end.
That is something really exciting!
 

03. Friends
I have had a lot of time to hang out with friends, not only on fridays and saturdays but even at sunday! and texting and phone calls and videos became a big part of my every day life. on the 18th i am going to do a b-day party and then go to a huuuge party on a boat!
 
03. Summer
I have been waiting for summer so long! I have so much to say about it, that probabily I will write it in another post :)
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i will follow you into the dark

11 days ago - 269 views
i will follow you into the dark
Name: Doris
 
House you want to be part of: Affectionate Artists
 
Link one of your best sets: not sure if this is one of my best sets, but i really like it http://www.polyvore.com/am_as_scared_you_are/set?id=71487020
 
Tag 5 friends: @halcyons @i-talk-to-trees @paint-you-wings @serafia @quietcountrymouse

Cuz it's always a good time

One month ago - 388 views
Cuz it's always a good time
Good morning and good night
I wake up at twilight
It's gonna be alright
We don't even have to try
It's always a good time
 
Good Time // Owl City ft. Carly Rae Jensen
 
Finally my walls are white! And I am totally redoing my room! The only thing that sucks is that I do not have my pc anymore, since I took it off for painting the room -.-" So I can't do anything. No college application, no forums, no fanfictions, no homeworks, and of course no polyvore set. This is an old one I have had in the drafts..
On wednesday I came back from my school trip, it had been really fun! But I havent slept at all.. One of my bestfriend has mononucleosis, and tomorrow I am going clubbing with friends. I found out of a girl in my class that cut herself too. I didnt told her that I do that too, but we started hanging together a bit on the trip.. My bf finally got her period, and since it stopped because he was anorexic, this is a good sign.
 
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Created in the Polyvore iPhone app. http://www.polyvore.com/iPhone
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i don't want to be somebody's crush, i want people to like the real me
O7.O4.2O13tomorrow i will have to go to a school trip to Ravenna and Ferrara.. pfff. I hate people, and spending 3 days surronded by them won't be really good. i have to go preparing the suitcase, painting the walls, and writing my article. yesterday i saw this film,"Detached", it was simply stunning...xoxo♥
 
alpha)@malfoy-is-my-king [Ari]
O2)@kalifornia-princess [Monika]
O3)@kgtbug14 [Kat]
O4)@rolingpaige [Danielle]
O5)@summer23134 [Sorcha]
O6)@happygee4 [Geeah]
O7)@hmjones17 [Hannah]
O8)@forever21nerd [Sydney]
O9)@danagrace12 [Dana]
1O)@fashiond [Doris]
Here we are, In the bathwater hold afloat, Later on
Silversun Pickups // Catch And Release
 
30.03.2013
 

I was tagged by @paint-you-wings
-RULES-
WRITE 11 QUESTIONS
ANSWER 11 QUESTIONS
TAG 11 PEOPLE

1.What is your spirit animal?
An hawk,or a fox.
 
2.One gulity pleasure?
Junk food? idk
 
3.Favorite food?
Pasta
 
4.What is the one possession of yours you cannot live without?
My iPhone.
 
5.What word do you use they most?
"Ahahah" I laught a lot and I type this really a lot. But if it doesn't count as word, i think it would be "really"
 
6.Nail color?
nude
 
7.Dark or light?
both
 
8.Favorite disney/pixar character?
STITCH from Lilo&Stitch. ♥ (and tons of others, but Stitch first)
9.Do you watch the stars at night?
Sometimes I like to.
 
10.If you could switch lives with someone who would it be and why?
One of my best friends, Olivia. She is georgeous, popular, rich, careless, tall.. just perfect. Somehow. Because she is not good at sports and at school. But I'd like to be her.
 
11.Any hidden talents?
I can read fast. Really fast.
 
-MY QUESTIONS-
1If you were granted two wishes, what would you ask for?
2Do you shower everyday?
3Do you have/want any tatoo?
4If you had 24 hours to live, what would you like to do?
5What is the meanest thing you have ever done?
6Have you ever gone skinny dipping?
7Have you ever done anything illegal?
8Have you ever been attacked by an animal?
9Worst grade you ever got on a test?
10Who was your strangest crush?
11What is the last lie you told?
 
-MY TAGS-
@the-unicorn-queen @gone-with-the-sin @little-red @ruchita @serafia @the-young-dreamer @paligswag @katticusmac @leah-weasley @dafne @shivies
 
Springbreak is here! ♥ Six days of freedom!
Or somehow. Yesterday I went to the club, today to my friends' house, tomorrow all my family is here and then i have a huuuge party.. Gosh i don't like social intercourses with other people. Actually I do not like other people.
 
Bed time now :(
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